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Friday, July 10, 2009.
我想哭但是哭不出来等到思念像海
淹没我而爱已不在
The messages by you last night was...not very pleasant I think you realised that..
everybody changes (I know that since last year)..yes I have become colder towards you during the past 2-3 weeks I guess and I am sure you know the reason why..it's not not concern about you anymore whereas I should say it was because of "SOMEBODY" am I not right? You already know why I am cold towards you le after that incident you told me you *smiled* and rmb that day we went out I was so happy that finally you were alright le but now here goes again..I told you dun bother bout them but you still bother and hence make yourself more confuse because of them..
You said nevermind..I also dun care! I didn't reply was because of this sentence I asked you said I wun care soo I guess I dun bah...
You said to hate you..but do you think I will bear to..You said you thought you had done enough to maintain our friendship but you expected that it wun last long..~How do you want me to react to lasting this friendship, when I did not even mention anything about breaking our friendship?~
Suddenly Karen told me "dear, do you know the changes you've made hurt her?" *I didn't reply because I dunno how to tell you..if I were to tell you yes I have changed but the friendship between us will nvr change will you believe me? and will you be able to tell me the changes I have made? if you can please tell me because I SERIOUSLY dunno* ~I am sorry~
Then now I know you don't mean to be that harsh on me..I hope I am ok too! Then the sentence of you will still be my sister/friend no matter what..(I think more into this sentence)
When I reached home late at night suddenly I saw this post.......which made me think soooo muchh and that actually I thought it was untrue..but now it is soooo realistic in my mind that it is still in my mind....
I guess I do treat ppl as a rubbish bin bah most of my friend would most probably think it this way...so maybe it's time to dun get so close to me just in case I treat you all like rubbish bin.."which I think I already did so"..because it's already the second person who says these sentence......I am sorry! I know that I am not a good friend..
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